Now that we arent friends i am doing so much better

Am I in love with my best friend? (LGBT Quiz edition)

Your feelings can be complicated, especially when it come to your best friend, so use this quiz to help you out.

«You have more than just a little crush on her, you’re downright in love with her and that’s a beautiful thing. Don’t be afraid to tell her how you feel.»

Have been friends with her for a few years.. but only started to realise my feelings towards her a few months ago. We aren’t the closest of friends but i can say that we can talk comfortably around each other. I’ve actually confessed to her a month ago, but i got a «not looking for rs rn» response back. and TBH, i thought i would get over it really quick like how i’ve gotten over my past crushes quick as well aft getting rejected SUBTLY. but.. for her i couldn’t. i have no idea why. after it being awkward for about a week i worked up the courage to have a conversation with her again, and all is smooth now, except that since i can talk to her more now, my feelings grow STRONGER. her smile bro. i’ve said some things to her accidentally which i felt might have hinted to her that i STILL like her? but im not sure if she got the hint.. and i feel like i might’ve already been really obvious but. idk. been kinda stressed out overthinking this because i’ve been kinda acting strange on text with her and i feel bad hahaha because i dont wanna make her feel uncomfortable by texting too nicely to her and complimenting her but i also want to get closer to her by being NOT SO nice you know. i really want her to be mine though. she just keeps pulling me in. no one else has made me feel this way :,)

I’ve known her for a bit since I was younger, and for at least a year now I have had some feelings for her. I don’t even know if they are feelings, it might be a phase but some parts of me hope not. When I think of her and when I’m with her I feel confused but wish she was with me for the rest of my life in a loving way. She means the world to me, and we don’t talk that much anymore, but my feelings will not fade. The test results said I’m in love with her and honestly I’m not surprised.

I just wish I had someone to talk to about this because I’m pretty sure both of my parents are homophobic and I feel weird opening up about this to my sister. I don’t talk to many of my friends because I don’t like coming towards people myself. I can’t talk to my best friend about it because I don’t want to lose her. Sometimes I just feel so alone, and I know it’s my fault. When I realized I might be bisexual was when I was with her. I think about her night and day. I love her so much, even if she doesn’t know it. I am an introvert with social anxiety and have had multiple panic attacks before because I was around too many people and 2 mental breakdowns. She makes me feel at ease and forget about all of those things, I just can’t lose her so I have to hide these feelings a little longer.

I have had some friends like her before, and now, but I only feel that way towards her. I guess it’s because we’ve been friends for a long time? I don’t know. All I know is I feel so much better because this is the first time I’ve let it out. If you have read this, thank you so much for putting your time into reading this! It means a lot to me, goodbye.

Sincerely,
a stranger 🙂

ps. she says she’s still thinking about her sexuality. what to dooo.

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